shocking results

i think these results are rediculous. girls losing their virginity by the age of 15, not using protection with ot without std's, wanting to be a 'teen mom', drugs, and violence. i have no trouble believing these results, though. here at coffee i'm noticing more and more girls walking around pregnant. some girls even younger than i am. i just can't even fathom what it would be like to have a baby at this point in my life. let alone, having any sort of sex life. i just don't feel like i'm mature enough to handle those types of situations or the emotions that come along with them. i think there are too many girls trying to rush into adulthood and they're being absolutely careless with it.

confidentiality

its up to my friends whether or not they want to share they're passwords with me. they could trust me with it and i wouldn't snoop or anything without them knowing, and i understand that they may want they're privacy. i only know one of my friends' password and that same friend is the only one who knows mine. i trust my friend and i don't think he would give it to anyone else or ever use my password without my knowing.

free write

1. What is the worst thing about hugs?
some people squeeze too hard

2. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
in a heartbeat

3. What candy can you eat a whole bag of without getting sick?
gummi bears

4. Did you talk to anybody random today?
nah, not really

5. Did any particular thing brighten up your day?
not today, sadly

6. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?
i've done a lot of stupid things

7. Did your last outing involve the police?
hah, no

8. If you could hug anyone right now, who would it be?
someone i miss

9. Do you make every decision as if your parents are watching you?
no i hardly ever think about my parents when making a decision

10. When was the last time you were grounded?
a few weeks ago

11. Do you love anybody more than words can say?
yes

12. Have you ever gotten the butterflies?
who hasn't?

13. What were you doing at 12 AM four days ago?
i don't remember that far back

14. Do you sleep with shoes on?
at school, i do

15. If you could change anything about your past would you?
slightly

16. Do you bail on people often?
i try my best not to

17. Does anyone think you are a bitch?
i'm pretty sure someone think so

18. Why did your last relationship end?
we agreed that it just wasn't the time for us to be together

19. Do you consider your best friends attractive?
my best friends are beautiful people

20. When was the last time you went skating?
about a month ago

21. Is lying ever ok?
not really, but there are some exceptions in my book

22. Is your best friend a girl or a guy?
a guy

23. Are you registered to vote?
not until next year

24. A best friend should always:
be honest

25. Who was the last person you hugged?
my dad

26. What was the last thing that made you smile?
ethan

27. Have you ever been fired from a job?
nope

28. Someone trips in front of you- what do you do?
chuckle and keep walking unless they appear to be hurt

29. Is SocialSplash.com better than MySpace?
doubt it

30. Have you ever attended a school dance?
in middle school

31. A random person you dont know says they like you-you:
laugh

32. What is your favorite thing to do while watching a movie?
eat a lot of junk food

33. Do you enjoy cuddling?
with certain people, yeah

34. Have you ever woke up next to someone and smiled?
yes

35. Are you a good speller?
exceptional

36. What is or was your best subject in school?
art, lit, english

37. Your friend is pregnant- you say?
how on earth is that possible?

38. Can you speak another language?
no

39. Do you remember the name of your 3rd grade teacher?
mrs. cannington and mrs. smith

40. Who do you look up to the most?
my auint trace

41. How much did you weigh at birth?
like, 7 lbs i think

42. Do you like to run?
i'm out of shape now, but i used to love running

43. Do you plan on dressing up for Halloween this year?
i'll probably plan on it but won't go through with it

44. When is the last time you talked to your grandma?
a few weeks

45. Have you broken a bone or gotten stitches?
neither

46. Do you like deviled eggs?
definately not

47. Do you have deja vu often?
not too often

48. Ever experienced rendez-vouz?
mmm, no

49. Do you believe in true love or love at first sight?
true love, yes; love at first sight, not really

50. Favorite Disney movie?
the lion king

jonestown

909 inhabitants of Jonestown, 276 of them children, died of apparent cyanide poisoning, mostly in and around a pavilion. This resulted in the greatest single loss of American civilian life in a non-natural disaster until the September 11, 2001 atta No video was taken during the mass suicide, though the FBI did recover a 45 minute audio recording of the suicide in progress. On that tape, Jones tells Temple members that the Soviet Union, with whom the Temple had been negotiating a potential exodus for months, would not take them after the Temple had murdered Ryan and four others at a nearby airstrip. The reason given by Jones to commit suicide was consistent with his previously stated conspiracy theories of intelligence organizations allegedly conspiring against the Temple, that men would "parachute in here on us," "shoot some of our innocent babies" and "they'll torture our children, they'll torture some of our people here, they'll torture our seniors." Parroting Jones' prior statements that hostile forces would convert captured children to fascism, one temple member states "the ones that they take captured, they're gonna just let them grow up and be dummies."cks. Given that reasoning, Jones and several members argued that the group should commit "revolutionary suicide" by drinking cyanide-laced grape flavored FlavorAid (often misidentified as Kool-Aid) along with a sedative. One member, Christine Miller, dissents toward the beginning of the tape. When members apparently cried, Jones counseled "Stop this hysterics. This is not the way for people who are Socialists or Communists to die. No way for us to die. We must die with some dignity." Jones can be heard saying, "Don't be afraid to die," that death is "just stepping over into another plane" and that "[death is] a friend." At the end of the tape, Jones concludes: "We didn't commit suicide, we committed an act of revolutionary suicide protesting the conditions of an inhumane world." According to escaping Temple members, children were given the drink first and families were told to lie down together. Mass suicide had been previously discussed in simulated events called "White Nights" on a regular basis. During at least one such prior White Night, members drank liquid that Jones falsely told them was poison. Jones was found dead in a deck chair with a gunshot wound to his head that Guyanese coroner Cyrill Mootoo stated was consistent with a self-inflicted gun wound. However, Jones' son Stephan believes his father may have directed someone else to shoot him. An autopsy of Jones' body also showed levels of the barbiturate Pentobarbital which may have been lethal to humans who had not developed physiological tolerance. Jones' drug usage (including LSD and marijuana experimentation) was confirmed by his son, Stephan, and Jones' doctor in San Francisco.

trojans' weekend win

no, i didn't go to the game. i don't have any opinion on the game or the rest of the playoff season.

future business owner

if i could start my own business, i would open a pet daycare.

grandmother gives birth to daughter's triplets

this is probably the strangest thing i've ever heard of. i think surrogate mothers are a great idea and i think that its awesome that a 56 year old gave birth to healthy triplets, but i personally wouldn't want my mother to carry and deliver my child/children. that's just weird. i would never have that happen.

veteran's day

veterans day originally was held every november 11th, and though it typically falls on this day, officially the holiday is now observed on the weekday that falls closest to november 11th every year. it was first incorporated as by president wilson as armistice day in 1919. other countries today also still recognize november 11th as armistice day or remembrance day in honor of the armistice treaty which ended WWI.

weekend

after work on friday, i went to eastman to visit my mom and my little sister. saturday was my little sister's birthday party at her aunt's house in dublin. so, when we got to dublin we stopped by the mall and looked around. that mall is the worst excuse of a mall i have ever seen. at the party we ate a lot of good food and my sister got a lot of presents. we really enjoyed ourselves. sunday, we slept in. when we finally got up and ready, we were bored so we decided to go to macon. we shopped a little, and i got some really good deals on some clothes. thats about all that i did this past weekend... i didn't want it to end.

fifty

when i'm 50, i hope to have a nice house, a loving husband, and a grandchild or two. i hope i'm healthy enough to still do fun, active things like ride bikes and run around. i want to be able to play with my grandchildren, or pets if i end up not having any grandchildren. i hope that if i have kids, i have a really good relationship with them. i hope i will be financially comfortable and most of all i hope i am happy about life and everything in it.

dream car

i'd have to say my dream car would be a mini cooper. i really like them a lot and i would love to have one for myself. i'd be so cute riding around in one, haha.

electoral vs popular vote

i think that electoral vote is a fair system. although, i am really disapointed that obama won the election. i guess i sort of figured it was coming, i was just hoping for different.

free blog

friday was halloween, but i was sick. i had a stomach virus that has been going around lately. it sucked. then on saturday i had to work from 10-1, even though i was still a little sore from being sick. after work i felt fine, so i went to the barbeque festival to sit with my boyfriend while he sold shirts for the business that he works for. i ended up staying there all day. i had some really great ribs and i watched my boyfriend judge a 'best apple pie' contest. it was funny and i had a really good time just spending the day with him. after that we met up with one of our friends and we just hung out the rest of the night. then, sunday i went to church and got some cleaning done at home. it was a pretty relaxing weekend and i really enjoyed myself. i hope this weekend is just as good, if not better.